Back to school

Well i started school on the first. It wasn't to bad. i guess. I like my teachers are all pretty nice.

Its still not far enough into the year that I've fallen into a routine, give it a week and I'll have one.

You know that's what life's like, you fallen into a routine and just go with it. You never question it, you just live life knowing its there. Some things in life you just never question, I think its so we don't mess with status Que. Our everyday life's are so fragile to a point where the slightest thing could threaten to destroy them. Anything can threaten to destroy all you've built up. Its quite sad really, that us humans can be so fragile.

What to do in life

I know i'm a little young(too young i guess) to be thinking about things like this but i know that i won't be able to answer this any time in the near future. I'm very confused about what i should do, i don't know how this is going to help me but its worth a try.

On one hand i really want to be an artist. Go to college and majore in art. Then graduate and get a normal job, sign a contract with a gallery and paint whenever i can.

On the other i can try to become a mangaka. I could work my ass of to somehow get a job working for Tokyopop or Dark horse. I'v been told so many times that i could do it.

Or i can do the safest thing and just go out and get a normal 8 to 3 job. Just like anyone else. Have my art esle set up in the living room of my apartment. Go to a convention every year or two. Go on living life as if nothing where wrong, as if there wasn't anything missing, i could do that....... if i really had to i would.

The reason i'm so worried about this is because...... well so much of my life has gone by so far. It seems like only yesterday i was riding the buss home thinking about what was going to happen in Naruto on saturday. It seems like only yesterday i was sitting on my porch daydreaming about what Middle school was going to be like.

I'm in 8th grade now. The last two years have flown by in a flash. And each day it seems like i'm so much closer to high school, then College then the real world.

It seems that everyday we live we're a that much closer to the end. Will i live to see 16 18.... ..... or even 20. Will i live to see who i will marry. Will i live long enough to decide what i'm going to do in life. Or to hear the new My chemical romance album "love letter to rock and roll".

So may questions you know.

Three things a month.

OK i know i'm posting this a little early but who cares, i won't have time next week because i'm starting school.

One

For a lot of you i know how un-enthusiastic you can be about that first day of school, so wake up on the fist day of school and smile, imagine 5 things that could be worse than going to school. Heck i have to go to school too, this is my last week.

Two

List 5 things your thankful for.

Three

Find a good book to read.

Painting

Well i had to paint my room yesterday. it went well........ amazingly ok. I put pictures that i printed from the internet and magazine clippings up on the walls of my room, there all of anime character of course.

On section is dedicated to characters and the VERY few people that i know have passed on, i call it my death wall. Another is misalaneias picture of characters that i thought we're very cute.

Point is, i'm going to be putting up pictures for the rest of the week. Another thing is i have to clean my room and its hard because i have so much junk, and i have to find where to put it all now.

Save me, poem of the month.

Amanda Shell(girl ubove), picture source, Pisca.

Ok this month i really need to be saved, and i also need to write a poem, so here it is.

Save me

Save me

can you really save me?

Save me

are you willing?

Save me

or am i to lost to be saved?

Save me

do you not care?

Save me

or are you to scared?

Save me

are you the one who needs help first?

Save me

or am i a lost cause?

Save me

or i will stay lost.

back to school

Ok so i'm going back to school in september. I had an open house/registration today, it went well. I wasn't very nervous, which was a little strange since i usauly am. Oh well either way i'd like to hear your story's about the best first day of school, or your worst, either way, email them to me, at iraromero@gmail.com

Three things a month.

OK i got this idea from another blog. I really liked it, so i want to do something like it. I chose only three because i know people are busy.

Ok first

Take a nice long Nap. Sleeping does wonders for you.

Second

find a good morning radio show to listen to. Its a good to wake up to it, i wake up to Connie and Fish in the morning. Some of you are going back to school soon, so you might want to do this one.

Third

Go out for a walk, this nice weather isn't going to last forever.